New journal image btw! Made this a longer while ago, the dimensions are better so I can center my text.
And no I don't play piano.
Joking aside, well...sometimes I think I should completely joking. Incidents of earlier today took me down. I simply felt my jokes just felt plain offensive to everyone and I hated myself from it. In the end my thoughts became reality. I became frustrated and desired for a moment of loneliness.
That just taught me sometimes, some jokes can't be taken well by everyone. So when in doubt, I'll stick to posting it only to people I know that won't take any offense. It makes perfect sense. Just abiding simple examples, as calling someone faggot as a joke would be allright if the person knows you're not even serious. But what if a gay person is near? He'll sure feel offended. Same as making racist jokes near a black person. No matter how good friends you are, these incidents will occur. And they can ruin friendships, too.
It can easily lead to you hating yourself.
A wise meme once said: The less you care, the happier you will be. It's sadly true. If you're selfish and don't care about anything around you, you won't feel down if something happens. Unfortunately I hate being selfish and care a lot, that's why I'm unhappy often. ...is it?
